and i shall apologise that i couldnt post anything for another week..
*sigh* school's tough u know!
well,you couldnt blame ME!

ive recently took a chemistry test and failed miserably.
ZERO out of fifteen.
a joke or what--? lowest (DUH.)

i look forward to mondays like today(:
cause i have no plans,
which means i have the whole day to myself to catch up--
with my work.

right now,im concentrateing on my literature research.
found a whole bunch of them, but cant mangae to find 'Jim's Laws'.
heck--what's that?

there's art tomorrow,and my group havent painted all yet.
what a BAD group leader i am.
heheh..jus hope that Mr Sim doesnt kill me again.
he havent yet..

yesyes, rachel's back (old news) and i missed her,
andrea's moody last week (cause of some jerk),
gabby (still boobless as ever) : drawing my handsome Ryuu sometime later,
grace (twin) :still forgetting to return her calls,
michelle: started enjoying watching me shriek:
avina: proding and reminding everyone her bday,
venassa:.. ... ..... .. quiet as usual (:
allison: joining our team;pressurising gabby,
HUI XIAN: done her best in superstar (VOTE for HER!!!!!!!)..

and me: you'll see at the later part of post.

oh,and i was sick since last thursday.
got cough,flu,block nose,sore bleeding throat..
my flame has blood.seriously..ask the doctor.

morris bady on 26th (:
<33
my most darling sibling and brother
waHAHA <33

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when i think of you;
i cannot wait anymore;
some1 to hold my hand,
and hold me close.

say you're mine,
and be proud to have me.
so that i'll be gleaming,
while my heart's fluttering with glee.

im not desperate,
but eager.

Eager to get a boyfriend.

this is how i feel.

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fine,i'd admit.
sometimes,i wish JM could become my friend again.

fine,i'd admit.
i cant wait for december.i want to hold his hand.

fine,i'd admit.
too bad SC is too skinny.

fine,i'd admit.
sometimes,Ai talks to much--abt herself.

fine,i'd admit.
i LOVE tanami too much.but not to the point for becoming les.

fine,i'd admit.
i like attention.who doesnt?(think-skinned)

fine,i'd admit.
i wanna improve my chemisty and physics.(just that im in a deplorable state right now,i dont feel encouraged to improve.)

fine,i'd admit.
if only Yuuki was really a guy.

fine,i'd admit.
i dont care weather you're laughing at this post.

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im broke.
spare me!
help the poor.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

lunatic side of me-checked.still here.
*coffs*
wahaha.
i saw my tag box and saw that gabby claimed that my blog is dying.
and so i posted for the sake of keeping it alive.

well,too many things have happened..too busy.
thats why i didnt post!

so,a brief post to summarise everything:

i hosted the China peeps.
you should have seen me around them (as always)
i just LOVE to be a busybody--dont i?

ive seen my judo senior last..last week.
and WOW!
wahhaha.i miss judo T,T too bad i cant attend..

i still cant decide the design for S.C's bday present.
sulk.sulk.sulk.
mayb i'll jus giv him the whole chunk of drawings ^^"

oh shoot.
i totally forgot abt the painting im suppose to do.
mr sim's gonna KILL me this time.
i hope not thou'..

sent the China peeps ytd,
had farewell dinner.
dont really seem to miss them much.
cause my buddy is really really stubborn.
what do u exepect--she's only 13.

and then ive got a really bad stomach ache this morning.
sadly,i didnt bring my hp to school today-
else i'll call my mum to pick me up half-way somewhere :X

lucky my oral isnt today--
physics test today was like no problem Os.

and we (suleen,vania,rachel) were the main noice creator in the class.
laughing like idiots at the back to the class.

NOOO~~
i dont wanna go for my CCA.
i wanna switch to Out Door Activities.
at least ive got an interest in dragon boating nad rock-climbing
and even SWIMMING cca will do T.T

sup,i miss tjakra kor.
hes still lingering in Autralia huh?
haiz.
go and die la!make me feel so sad.

finally went to watch harry potter on fri.
with my sis and her friend.
like UH duh--solo shopping.
GRR.

sunday--with sullen out in bugis.
skipped DARE.
god's by me everywhere and everytime.
i dont hav to sing praises in a chruch--
i praise and worship him even when im in the bath (:
and gabby slept till 5.30pm,
didnt go for DARE.WAHAHAAAHAHAHA.

hope i can survive tml..
art after sch.

and ive been a REAL good girl today.
sat in the study room and didnt move abit.

post is messy.
all jungled up.
whaahaha!

S.C is my twin.amazingly..
i didnt know that we'll do exactly the same thing today o,O
even if its pooing.WAHAHAHAHA.
sounds shimatta WRONGg..

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true friendship is those who'll cheer me up and run around the whole school;
finding for my lost soul.

i wont cry again;even if you slap my face (:
cause i know you'll come looking for me even when im gone.

heyy,my OTHER twinn.
i love you gurl.

THANKS:
gabby,andrea,gracel,allison,michelle..avina.

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i wonder when's myy turn to love againn.
i want your company.
i want to be protected.
i want to be held close.
i want to hold your hand.
i want to ruffle your hair.
i want to stay by your side.
i want to kiss your forehead.
i want you to say 'goodnight'.
i want us to share the same dream.
i want to wait for my special moments to come.

i want you to findd for me.
fast.

EMO DAYYS.
yepps(:

today was another day.
saw jia yan after school today,
and she was OH-SO-FAB.
jia yan highlighted her hair red,
wore gothic chokers and bracelets..

im not really too keen on her shirt,
but my,my.
her shoes rock..its sooooo animated!!

too bad K.Y dont appreciate this.
suckker!(censored) heh ^^"

school's over!
and avina came to my house for blog.
spent the rest of the afternoon WASTING my time doing blog..
and it doesnt even turn out nice o.O

but still,at least i get to spend time with A.T(:
everyone ran away to watch harry potter T.T

and so.
since im having periods,
i cant go swimming T.T

the rest of the evening watching avina laughing away with my sisters.
and watching tv too.

dinner,post.
tomorrow is another day--
my dad's coming backk.YAY <3333333

anywayx,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY LIN CHUN HUI JIE (:
whew!

thursdays will never be the same again!
after ALL the SCIENCES clashing all together in one day;
one after another,
i could really die.

after school,
2.30pm A/E math tution.
finishing at around 4pm+,
ive got to shower and walk to PP.

for chemistry tution.
its a miricle i could servive the first one.

everyone's feeling ever so down these days.
please dont make it affect me!
harry potter's hot on its heels.
everyone is talking abt it..even my sis.

anywayx,the trip to the dentist today was--
god.
she used water's-pressure to take out my plaugue.
disgusting.it hurts;got blood o.O

and elaine toh still owes me $6.30!
argh!hurry return it or else.
irritating.see!everyone's getting cranky--including me.

well then,chem tution was fun(:
althou' i didnt get to talk the suleen and vania..
the class was shimatta quiet.
that teacher.TALKS TOO FAST.
i cant take in a thing he says..>,<
that 'pontiyanak' girl wasnt as bad as heard.

well,althou' she MIGHT be little--over-reacting?
well,she draws too..and is a manga fan(:
hard to see!kinda okkay with her.

finally got to read absolute boyfriend 4 today.
woohoohoo.

tired.yet satisfied.

friday tml :X yay!!!!!can relax after school.
hope to complete whatever i want to do!

luv ya peeps.
wargh..
ive jus ate two bigg bowls of noodles for dinner.
erupps.
soo shimatta full des.
wahahhax.

so anywayx,
i had geography as first period in the morn'.
darn that mrs siva -.-
jus because i hand up 10minutes later than the rest,
dont mean im REALLY LATE do i?
i do?
yea,gotta hell of a scolding frm her.
attitude problem much?
maybe she blames the weather.

ariel has it worst.
mrs siva hate her.
for all u know--mrs siva purposely gav her less marks.
reprimanded her for being forgetful.
hpmph!

P.E : sharkks.
two rounds around the canal--
GLEE was asking us not to walk again.
wahahah!
i lovve baseball..and only if i could use it to hit GLEE's head.
bah!

AND we took our height and weight again.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~
i gained wieght.
4kg since last yearr.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~
and i SHRANK!
is that possible?!
161cm is a big deal to me!
im suppose to be 163cm!!!!
waghh...
mayb my heavy breakfest caused it..(3 paos and 3 slices of *tiny cake)
heh ^^"

spent the rest of the day,
reading comics under myy table.
BLUESA ROSEN<3333
YAY (:
thanks gabbs!I REALLY really REALLY asked for permission!
honest!cross my heart..

gracelum took absolute boyfriend away frm me.
sobs.. ..
that stupid dream.wahaha.
everyone soooo getting les.wahhaha

suz treated me green tea ice-cream (:
my treat nxt time!

looking forward for tomorrow.
wahahah!crazy monkey arrives!
chem tution.
and math tution.
mayb..not.. .. ...

okkay,look forward to weekends instead.
got loadds to do.

for now,i'd better go do my hw first.

sorry--i was feeling selfish today.wahaha
woowoo！
(: anyone wants to go watch harry potter with me?
book! if not,my time will be taken up!

i feel wanted (:
wahhhaha!(think-skin)
love u darlinx(:
woo~！
its like almost 11pm now..
so i'll hav to make this short and sweet!

today was--FUN.
wahhah!
laughting yet again,like a lunantic monkey.
also agreeing with ariel/suzy and others that Transformers WAS
really THAT nice and COOL.

read Fushigi Yugi book 3-4;
in jus 3 periods!
yay me,look forward for absolute Boyfriend 3.
andrea!how can u read sooooo slowly.
i wanna read 'thousand years of snow' too!

recess was per as usual.
'sounds familiar'..
ah.bought my food at 11.05am!
thanks andrea for sharing some nuts,
suzy and gabby for their sause.
WAHHAA.scavanger on the loose!

ate tom yam kuo tiao.
sounds fuuny?but tastes nice!

spend the english period reading F.Y under the table again ^^"
and OH!
during assembly,the dogs were super cute!
esp the naughty one--Mercy!<3

i can only own a dog/cat when ive got my own house T.T
my mum hates cats..
haiz!

lunch was noodles again.with curry sauce.
and i suddenly realise ive been mentioning FOOD
on every post.
oh man--im such a glutton.
WAHAHAH!

art was-fine.
except the part when gabby read my journal,
revealing EVERY single secret i wrote in it.
'i...lost my first... .. ...'
WHATTTTT THAAAA...
my god!darnn..im totally embarrasses and dead.
and Mr sim was getting distracted- and interested;
in what's in my journel.shiiits.

wakaka.
purposely read gabby's journal too.
too bad,there isnt really any secrets in it.
hui xian was using her hp in the sly for the whole afternoon.
and i guess mr sim might be blind sometimes.

avina was as hormy as usual.^^"

i want green tea ice-cream!
and gawd!
mr sim is ATTACHTED!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously!hui xian and i saw his gf wating for him after art!
WOOHOHOHOH!!!!
rumour rumours.
gonna be spread already.
sounds like fun darlinx!

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back home,bathed.
tv,eat.
then slacking till 8.30pm.
homework till 11pm.
now posting.

cant wait till thursdayy..
heheh.fun soon begins.chemistry tution.
im soo gonna disturb the poor teacher >:)
punk on loose.

nightys <3

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so yesterday.

pei rong rejected him.
poor thing.
nvm,mine failed too.
both of our lifes are..identical?
almost.

cheer up man.
wowowowoooooo..
TODAY;
was such a day.
hahax.
morning was going so slowly,
and my stomach was GROWLING~~during the whole 6 periods.
pls.i only ate a brownie for breakfest.
i.get.hungry.easily.under.stand?

bugging gabbs for love.love.gakuen <3
wahaha!love that comic.
cant wait for tomorrows!looking forward to it.

RECESS.
argh,as usual,the canteen is SO FULL,i cant buy ANY food,
not until after 11pm.
by then,ive only got 5 minutes to comsume my food.
ate pepper.chicken.curry.rice
`YUMMS.

Bio class,i wasnt doing anything but reading lovelovegakuen
and absolute boyfriend 2!
waghhh...im craving for the next book.
WAHAHA.

math.english.chemistry.
wow,it all ended SO FAST.
Chemistry was doing practical..
emphirical formulas and all sorts.
that stupid magnesium strip couldnt decompose!
ARGHH/and i became NUTS(gabby,youre right) laughing away
at the back of the class with sohpie& Stepanie& Pamela looking at me.

school's over,
rushed to 7elven.
darn that guy.
WAHAHA;that's right,sinner came to see me!
well,andrea left me at my own disposal and i was shaking.
more like -embarrassed- that ive got to see his face again.
please.im not trying to be mean but--hey;you're got no colour sense.

fine.im guilty to be a perfectionist;
life's colour and style:u'd better dress RIGHT in front of me.
or else,i'll take u out shopping for your clothes.
never.
its the same-black glasses doesnt suit you.

and then the present-christmas decoration.
WHAT ?!?!?!?!
i can really jus chuck it,leave it to christmas.
andrea;theres also your share.
WAHAHAH.

runnign back to school,
gabby was panting like mad.
not really;but THANKS for getting indigestion bcause of me(:
wohohohoo!

spent the whole afternoon drawing almost 40+ sketches.
cant do it anymore,everone scattered at 4pm.
hui xian returned mrs leong's ear rings.COOL!nxt time,iwannaborrowtoo!

maybe..around 5pm?
went swimming.
20laps = 500metres.
around there--or lesser?

skim milk.
WAHAHHA.
stupid S.C!
skim milk is DEFINATELY better than full-craem milk!

up shoering at 6pm,
blog at 7pm.
dinner,
hw,
sleep.

P.S:WHERES MY HANDPHONE?!!?!?!?

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YESTERDAY. 8/7/2007

hmm..sunday was a blast.
the whole family togeher the whole morning playing with 'number's.

well,after lunch,
homework for the WHOLE afternoon.
until 5.30pm,that is.

we went to Marina Square for a movie.
'TANSFORMERS'..or "my wife was a ex-gangster'.
tranformers.i hope its good.

nachos,
ice-lemon tea,
sweet popcorn,
cheesy hot-dogs.
AND mocha.
Mmm..Mm!

once the movie is over,
i felt SO GREAT.
transformer is really really really really really really cool.
cant count the times i said that!
its just so cool!
irecommend u to watch it.
i dont mind watching it again.
well,after harry potter and rat-too-to-ee?

waHAHA.
bought school bag for sis.
i love my dress (:

back home,late.
called avina late at night:10pm+ - 11.23pm.
'a few minutres' talk= 1 hour.
WAHAHHA.

she sounds fine that night.
i wonder what happened to her today,i school..

well my robots,
DID I SAY THAT YOU'RE SOOOOOO cOOL?!

wohoho and a bottle of oil!

see ya,matey's' (:
YARR.
today was such a busy dayy.

my tution teacher came to my house unexpectedly.
had a short tution cause i went to EMDD!
wahaha.(been laughing alot lately :X)

yesyes.took bus 10 to fulleton hotel and walked
a long,loooooooooong way to Victoria theatre.

saw my darlinx prefects leslie,grace cheah,chole,heidi,payal,nabila,xun mei
and some others(:
and so!
the performaces were great!
(my god!we're sitting right IN FRONT of ALL the teachers!)
and Mrs chang couldnt regconise me!WAHHAHAHA!
(thats a GOOD thing)

the most memorial dance/play/act: choir,teresa/hui xian's solo,drama (not elective),
the VIOLIN players and the chinese orhestra.
wahaha.
especially the violin'ers'.

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dinner was at raffles city!
eat spicy beef noddles(more like RAMEN <3)

stole frm my sister/brother's.
im shimatta hungry LOL--only ate DRAGON FRUITS for lunch.
yuckk.

then,OFF TO PARKWAY.
play arcade.
go to COMICS CONNECTION (:
yeaaa.TRANSLUCENT vol4 came out!
sobs..cant find vol 3..costs $7.50 per book!
wakakka. T.T
im totally broke~~

ice-cream next!
tatofu (chocolate) + vanilla<3 ice-cream.
yumms.
im gonna get diabeties.WAHAHA!heck!
im gonna die someday anywayx.

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home,tired.
bathed,tried out my marker.
fabric marker.hope it works..
had drawn some many desings for S.C
i still dont know wat to pick..
gun?graffiti?name?dragons? or wat.
haiz!
nvm,still got 1 month to his bday.
man man lai!

its like 11.12pm nw..
busy day tomorrow~

things to do:
`physics.
`chemistry
`literature
`drawing for suleen
`chinese compo
`chinese workbook
`A/E math o.O
`art--60 sketches XD
`test marker
`wanna go out with gabby (mayb)

whoa...
many more.but cant remember.
ive been having short term memories lately.
can seem to remember ANYTHING!
wakakaka.

but i still remember that ive gtg sleep!
goodnitex,peeps.

luvs~
*sigh.
i decided to start-up my blog again!
guess i feel kinda bored when i've absolutely nothing to do when imm boredd.
then i think--my blog died.cant post.
and then i think again--wait;i CAN REVIVE IT!

and here i am.
OH,please IGONORE the past posts.
i cant really delete them all in one go..(200+)
o.O

2nd week of school re-opening,
im already stressed!
lucky my june holidays aint THAT bad.
(went to hawaii & taiwan)

recently,ive been feeling low.
at least i can keep my mind off it LOL.
cause ive got so much to do,yet so little time:hence forgetting my toubles.
whoa.ive became CHIMMER!
wahaha.

tomorrow,im going for EMDD!
yay<3333
too bad-no DARE for me this month.
still,jesus is still with me at all times(:

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althou' i havent came back here for months--about half a year?
im still ME! <3
still like drawing..reading..staying with friends..
not to mention boys.
WAHAHAHA.
forget abt them.
but ive got S.C as my BFF (best friend foever)!

yes..his bday is coming up nxt month,
and im secretly planning his bday present.
hmm..considered as one of the most sincerly hand-made
present.
JEALOUS?

oh,a few updates:
`i can draw dragons now!
`ive stopped going for judo
`new friends!
`gotten more confident of myself.
`loves god
`more straight-forward
`my clothes are over-flooding my closet. ^^"
`became fatter.wahaha.

wa lao..
so many things to write.
cant remember ALL,
but i'll return in a day or two to touch up the rest.

anywayx,ivce got something important to say:
i really hope elaine and i can really-REALLY patch up and
like the old times--BFF.
i hope.
i still keep the stuff she gav me.all her drawings..
and even the neoprints.
oh,and even the posts writing where we went TOGETHER.
laugh all u want.jeer,mock.
i really cant jus glance at her when we walk past.
i wanna say a big 'HI' and giv her a hug or someting :X
wahh.

and OH.
`im still as childidh as ever.
and thats a fact.
i still dont know how to change that part of me.
guess im infected by the 'andrea virus'.
>.<

JANA peeps.
luv ya'll.