Dear Grace,
Here is your horoscope for
Thursday, July 30:

It's past time to take a risk and tell your crush how you feel.
What is there to lose?
A bit of excitement will liven up the stale gossip at the pool, and if it doesn't work out, well ... at least you tried.

yeah right left.
firstly; i dont have a crush,
secondly, i have stuff to lose,
thirdly, i sooooo dont wanna be the gossip,
and lastly, it wont work out;
cause i will do no such thing as mentioned above.

dazed as usual during STATS class today;
and for PSY tutorial,lets jus say its kinda draggy.

had fun playing the iTOUCH with Naida xD

many many things to do.
here's the TO-DO list again:

1. Statistics (chi-square) homework
2. PSY poster A3 size
3. Public Speaking (perfected speech)+ props
4. Practise speaking
5. Journal log x3
6. Acadamix Writing (final)
7. revision for PSY term test (6 freakinnnn' freaky chapters)- two per week

that's all for NOW.
more to come TT,TT

xox;♥ace
i felt like i became 14 again-
im losing my way.

ID- pleasure principle
EGO- reality principle
Superego- Morality.

i used to think that i could control my ID.
but i was wrong.

am i living in self-delusional?
probably.
i couldnt think right anymore.

deliberation.
the nicer you treat me;the worst i might treat you.
im sorry;i cant control my facial expressions anymore.

can you tell a genuine smile from one which is acted out?
scientifically;its easy.
but for me;its not.
but after all that;it comes ever so naturally.
the more i seem okkay;the more painful it seems.

how come everything seems so fake between you and me?
im trying so hard to keep it this way;
why,why,why; do you want me to feel that other way?
cant you see that i dont want to become 14 again?

i dont wanna go through that trauma-
its heart-wretching enough.
its the same feeling again-
the bleeding heart;the torn apart and sinking part.

cant you just leave me alone?
i hate to surpress myself.
i want to make my feelings known;
but i cant.

i cant;i cant;i cant.
i dont want to.

its so easy to fulfill my EGO.
i just need to hold your hand,
rest my forehead on your chest,
and with no words said;
there;love is shared.

no chance;
no way;
i wont say it;no,no.

i refuse;
stubborness.thats me.
SUPEREGO says NO.

i may become over irrationally demanding in striving for perfection.
but i dont know how much i can take it anymore.

but let's just see who can last the longest.
i will not lose to my heart.
mind over body;mind over body.
SUPEREGO,please be strong.

please;somebody rescue me.

the pain wont go away.
what is this feeling again?
i cant recognise it.

its so acute.
its stabbing me.
its wont stop aching no matter how hard i try.
its so heavy;
its weighing me down,
its pounding against my chest.
its wont stop bleeding no matter how hard i cry.

please;
stop looking at me this way.
i cant promise you anything.

please;
stop your voice from pleading.
i cannot give you anything.

i'm a human;sensitive to people's behaviour & expressions.
you may be able to read my mind;
so what?
i may even be good at acting.
you might be able to predict my moves;
but that's cause that's what i want you to predict.

they're probably right.
sharp and small eyes.
youd probably may think twice about trusting me.
im purely a good guy.
but rather an artful one.

i feel so tired keeping up.

xox;♥ace
gaara appeared in Naruto chapt 457..

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAa;♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ xD

yeah anywayx;
another day passed..
doing the same old thing i love(:

reading manga & playing evony (heheh.)
AND doing trying to attempt journal log :/
and i totally forgot about the E-learning even thou i wrote it down in my book..

guess i can only start on it tomorrow :/

Went to Parkway with Avina & Elizabeth(:
was window-shopping & i spotted a new arrival of skirts from CottonsON.
that skirt is darned kawaii larh.
-added on wish list- (HEHEH.)

shared Mac'flurry with Avina & went to katong mall :D
and had a blast catching up.

home sweet home;
im going to celebrate my bro's bday tommorrow.
he's turning sweet eightteen!
(we have a 9-year difference :/)

Oyasiminasai-
hope that Naruto next series will come out faster :/

xox;ace♥
here's my promise:
THANK YOU KEITH;
for teaching me Statistics.

i would probably die not complete it if u didnt teach me :/
had a splitting headache during class;
but that's very normal.

PSY tutorial got cancelled again today;
and make-up for 4hours next weel ):
They're trying to kill us!

Anywayx;
im soooooooooo happy that i finished my Public Speaking Visual Aids and all on time.
thank god im still alive after sleepless nights.

but tommorrow;
SIGH.
computer system application~
Dream weaver & web-making.
e-learning worksheet;and what not.

UGH.something is wrong with my laptop :/
i shall stop here people.

how random xD

xox;♥ace

P.S:i watched HARRY POTTER & the half blood prince already!!!!!!! :D:D:D
thanks to keith;
my inspiration to draw returned.

and thanks to keith;
i wont be able to listen in lectures again.



smile(: i know its cute.

i got this while trying to find the perfect picture of infants for my 'Abortion' speech on wednesday..

and i have no such luck of completing it today.
im doomedddddddd.

met my wife in school today(:
she came to visit me and i introduced her to everybody some people.
keke.


its unglam;but i bet you're just jealous xD

xox;♥ace
as you know;
i was sick with fever & cough two weeks ago;
and had to catch up with the rest last week.
it's terrible when you cant keep up;
and when things pile up,that's when the trouble begins.

during the LOA week when i was quarantined,
i took care of Allison's turtles :D




the litte angels they were!
not once(!) did they bite me (:
but i would have to admit..i over-fed them xD

anywayx;
i changed my blogskin & watched harry potter today..
no howmework;no revision at all.
was extremely tired and all D:

but i DID go out to parkway to meet Rachel & Avina(:
and we ate at indulgence:

Chocolate cheese cake;
Blueberry cheesecake & TRIPLE chocolate cake!

chocolate & blueberry cheesecake~~


triple chocolate cake~

ahhh;it doesnt look very appetizing here..
but its TOTALLY yummy..and overly-chocolatety..
adn believe or not;
avina and i cant finish the chocolatety ones..
and i had to 打包 home xD

and avina bought more macaroons & some awesome tart-looking pastry..
costs a BOMB.
good grief;im broke :/

fuuny.
if hoods & dan were to find this post out..
they'll say: 'Cheesecake AGAIN? predicatable grace..predictable.'
not amusing people..
i dont think of food ALL THE TIME.
really.

OH;Gabriela Gan Li Ying called me last night :D
or rahter;i called her.
and we talked for the whole night;
catching up on our lives.
we were complaining so much abt how our classmates tease about..stuff.
YEAH.

its awesome to blog again.
national day is coming;and id probably put up some stuff abt NDP soon.
looking forward to Borders' sale on august 10th :D :D
id be able to see my back-row duo again xD
and hamster andrea!

stress tomorrow darlings;
lets see:
1. Abortion Public Speaking
2. Notes on Intelligence & Psychological tests
3. Notes on Human Development across Lifespan
4. Statistics HW x2
5. CSA: catch up with web lesson..

xox;♥ace

P.S: i've dropped out of touch rugby D: (not that i dont like it;its jus that i havent got any more time to invest in it..)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test43.aspx

Here is the analysis:

You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you.You hate it when the summer is over.

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you.

You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

xox;♥ace

P.S: HSS AGM tomorrow.DIE DIE MUST GO AH;PEOPLE. :D:D:D:D