thy in shakepearen thymes?(times) :D
Monday, September 24, 2007, Monday, September 24, 2007
my god!
gabby, i went to BOO's blog and really o,O
its ALL poems!
my god!and heres another shakepherean here in singapore..

riight.so dayys jus come and go.
school work is such a burden movitation.
riight.
dint really do much these days,wxcept for homework -.-
so what's the point of posting all these?!?!

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cant blame me;
i cant reject,
i cant retort,
i cant argue,
i only can sayy: 'yea,okkay.'

i want to reject,
i want to retort,
i want to argue.
didnt have the guts,
or heart.

afriad that'll you'll be hurt,
dejected,
angry.
then you'll really put me in a spot.

so i tried.
i didnt reject,retort or argue.
i avoided you instead.
it pains me to say 'NO'
but i couldnt help to say.

you know how much joy it give,
to see smiles on everyone's faces;
but realised that thy cant please no every,
i couldnt do much to help.

so please forgive thy weakness,
poor me started shakepearen;
cause thy can keep up no longer,
thy neither want to be bullied
nor used as a punching-bag.

spoken by thy nonsensical shakepearen idiot.

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THANKS:
gabby <3
for bringing me thy out on 22/9/2007;
to BUGIS for a shopping chatting spree.

off to workk!

birthday thanks.
Friday, September 21, 2007, Friday, September 21, 2007
ahh~~
a few days since i last blogged.
my birthday was a day ago;
and its was such a nice dayy:

the darlinx:

Dad: gave me wii console + lunch at paramount hotel)=
Mum: strawberry shortcake + chocolate cake + trip to china exchange programme
Aunt(dad's bro's wife): Poccilini bag
Tracy: Sweets + Comic book
2nd Aunt: cubic glass photo frame + 3D monkey card
Gabby: Lovely card + hugg + Strawberry Purfume frm BODYSHOP (:
grace lim: card x2 + hugg :D
Rachel: Orange<3 dream-catcher
Andrea: Two mars bars + forgiveness for killing her book :P
Suzanne T: White stuffed-toy doggie + card
Avina: Hug
Michelle Lim Sakura: Hug :D
Allison: Card
Christine: Paper monkey + card
Andrew S: Kindo beano x6 + keychain
Payal: BIG hug :D
Joyce: Comic book :D
Sheng Chuan: home-made shoes! :DD
Ariel Tay: 2 sketch books + paper card!

bday wishes:

Cindy lao shi
su Rin
Chloe chen
Denise Ng
Pamela Sim
Sherilyn Tan
Shopie Chew
Reika Lam
Gurneet Kaur
Gillian
Gillian Gan
Zahara
Nabilah
Suleen
Vania
Elaine Pang
Filzah
Kimberly Ong
Kai?
Pearlvinder
Delora
Su Ming
Michelle Lim Mickey
Miss Koh
Morris

sorry if i missed out any (:
i will update if i remembered!

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guess what- i jus got kicked out of my own school cause i wear my HOTTA shorts!
my my own beloved chinese teacher!
WAHAHAHHAHAHA.heck mrs pe*** **. -.-

that period of time.. ...
Sunday, September 16, 2007, Sunday, September 16, 2007
that sucker.
and then he really went-
well;before that,
he came and said goodbyes;
but didnt look into my eyes.

jus said:"hey,im going".
i was dumbfounded and speechless.
looked at him as if he was saying the truth.
he smiled and avoided contact.
feeling like a window plane-tansparent.

please;dont go.
i pretended it didnt matter.
he walked out of the room without looking back.
what can i do to make u stay?
i silently watched his shadow shrink out of the room.

i stood up and ran;
i tugged at his shirt and wanted to say:
when will you be coming back?
i didnt dare.
he still didnt look at me.

WE sent him downstairs.
i wished the taxi to be late.
'the taxi is here,' he said.
i felt my shoulders drop.
i silently paced behind the rest.

i watched his back.
already missing him.
i couldnt believe it.
how can you leave without remembering my birthday?
he didnt wish me sweet fifteen.

they loaded his luggage into the vehicle.
we hugged him- me only slighty.
i want to cry.
why must this be goodbye?
your week here has gone in a blink;
and i didnt even see u twice in one week.

the vehicle started and got ready to move;
i felt my eye heating and tears fogging my sight.
i turned away,didnt want anybody to see.
you sucker;how can you do this to me.
i went to one side and acted i was all right.

the sound of the engine roared and interrupted my thoughts.
i quickly looked up but the car was already out.
the screeching of wheels;mocking me i was too late,
i havent tell him, what i had desired then.
the taxi drove away,becoming just a tiny dot in the horizon.

i stood there motionless;
like a million years have passed,
i couldnt tear my eyes away from the roads.
no,he'll come back;even if we're just going to be only friends.
this is goodnight; and not goodbye.

i will get what i desire someday.
i want someone,to never to let go of my hand.

i turned and followed them to the lift.

grACER

DONTneedSOMEONEtakinCAREofME
Monday, September 10, 2007, Monday, September 10, 2007
you're treating me like a kid aren't you？
well,grow up.
im not a foolish child who'd treat it lightly.
you're trying to cheat my feelings aren't you?
are you trying to piss me with your oh-so-ever-grown-up buds?

dont wanna hang around with us?
fine.
you get outta here.
stay away.
scram.

i dont need somebody to keep me comapny.
im done with your presense.
the sight of you u wanna make me puke.
it irks me so much that i even looked forward looking for u.

you think i dont understand IT?
i rather u return to ur place than come back.
you're jus treating me like a kid.
seriously.
nothing wrong with that.
i jus dont want a pat-on-the-head.

i rather wait for another.

BBQ rawks my sockks.
, Monday, September 10, 2007
im in need of CHOOOOOCOLATEEEEE~~
yea,im done with 3 packs all at one go XD
eheh!

holidayys are overr and im sad ):
cannot play play le..

saturday BBQ was -yummy-
this andrea seriously need to get rid of her bad habit
and just JUMP IN INTO THE POOL!
-.- 害得我自己一人在水里游泳。

i jus cant BELIEVE IT!
im like the darkest chocolate-skinned girl there.
mostly ang mohs and judo peeps there--
sensei's all..urgh..white;like andrea.
hahah!no offense..but i think its a little gay.

men should get a tan.
then he'll look better--
'sexier' : thats what Nabilah goh will say.
HAHA!

then anyways,BBQ- flipping those sausages and pork with andrea was so much fun.
but not the part when my hair also smells like BBQ.
i seriously enjoy serving the grown-ups.
im pleasently pleased when they smile and say 'thanks for your hard work'

one of the sensei ask me wether ive grown 6 inches tall.
*laughs. are you serious? its only a few months..
not even 6 CEMTIMETRES!
rather; i shrank by 0.6cm. T.T
then he asked weather ive got a boyfriend.
o,O" haha?

i simply love the honey-grilled chicken wings.
and the porky meat.
XP'
greedy-
andrew suantio's salad isnt that bad.
but theres too much cucumber in it.
tracy came <3 :D
one of my fav' senseis..
and some other familiar peeps.
how i missed them!

ok,holidays out--
its school time.
we'll have to kiss out holidays good-bye.

chemistry test tml.
what luck.

looking forward to cut my hair--someday..

sinking
Thursday, September 06, 2007, Thursday, September 06, 2007
neh.
so i finally posted.

voice
eyes
heart

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down in the dumps
melancholic singing
sweet yet peircing melody
inky starless skies
mocking down upon

once shimmering like moons
clouded with tears
dim and dead
staring ahead the horizon
taking over

carved cement
mixed with emotions
sand.water.gravel.
crushed stones
jaggered rocks
becoming concrete
fire-water resistant

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he came back.
should i feel: happy?sad?excited?anxious?angry?
i dont know.
dont feel like seeing his face.
happy.cheery.cheeky.
dont want his presence.
dont want him to come back.

he belongs to someone.
already.

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i love andrea my slow-grandmother-mini-meanie.
:D
i think ST is cute (:

'No Reservations' totally rockk.

yours truely:
Virgos really prefer bottling things up.