jealously
Sunday, January 20, 2008, Sunday, January 20, 2008
Title:jealousy
I feel so selfish.

She's smart & sweet.
what am i?
She's handsome & out-going.
what am i?
She's cuddlely & strong.
what am i?
She's popular & emo.
what am i?
She's fair & cute.well-liked & brave.
what am i?

swallowed by jealously.
who am i?
what am i?
am i just a soft-hearted crybaby?
how come they got all the attention?
where's my placing?
where's do i stand?
what am i worth?
Am i second choice?

i feel so selfish.
why do i want more when i've got enough?
what is this hatered?
why do i smile sweetly and hid my emotions?
why do i pretend that i wouldnt care?
why do i care?
why do i always let her win?
why am i always letting others ..?
why am i lagging?
where am i running towards?
who'll wait for me?
am i jus letting them step all over me?
am i jus plain selfish?

Like a piece of pure-white paper;
I let you draw,sketch,colour,design me.
I didnt mind what you wrote on me.
I dont mind you erasing what you write
even though it hurts.
I let you fold me into a paper plane.
You threw me into the sky
and let me glide.
The wind stopped and i fell.
You were near;
but you didnt catch me.
I landed on the floor,
dented on the sides.
You saw me as waste paper.
You crumpled me and threw me into the dustbin.
What next i dont know.
But i knew that im not wanted or of use anymore.

♥Ace