Title: clear minds

yeahhhh.i went out today to buy the chocolate eggs (:
spent the whole afternoon doing ONE chinese compo.. -,-
my mum wasnt at home and i have the responsibility to 'take care' of my siblings.

was thinking it'll be harddd & everything.
but i guess in the end..its was fun to be their babysitter--for once ^^"
morris & christine didnt give me a hard time.
they even drew easter eggs for me as a reward!

it was kinda time consuming..
teaching them times table and spelling.
but it aint that bad.
but i didnt do much homework..at all.
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my mind's clearer now.
because..
im different that before.
im no more that gullible.
no more afraid.

past the week;
i learnt how to face 'enermies'..
jus look em' straight into their eye..
..and put a brave front... ^^" heheh.

as i was saying,
id calculated the effects and damages.
it aint that bad..i think.
jus maybe i'll scolded like hell-
if its seperation & confiscation of hp..
then there'll be alternatives..
i guess ^^"

maybe it'll affect my studies.
but at least i dont have to think that much anymore.
i let God do his bidding.
if fate is gonna bring us apart,then go.
i have the ability to stand up on my two feet even though im kicked.
grace song wont die that easily.
but maybe she'll gorge her eyes red & be fine the nxt week.
you'll never know.

you know..
i feel as if im talking gibberish.
i just feel like it.

i feel it in my bones.
im letting things flow naturally.
im SO DARNED glad that i aint wearying? myself anymore.

i jus like the company.
yeahhh.even walking together makes me feel at ease.
but now,im not walking behind..
i do not need to be his shadow.
we walk side by side.

i should give myself a bigger challenge.
sounds like fun.
oh no.a typical teenager emerges.
curious & foolish.
but willing to learn from her mistakes.
as well as getting out of trouble.

but well,lets keep this down a little?
my bigg challenge: to keep this within my mind & mouth.
ive caused people too much trouble by blurting out secrets.
so now,im keeping this to myself and only me.

sorry guys.
dont worry.it aint anything bad (:

P.S: this date i wanna remember.. 200308.
hmm..two weeks from that day is..030408?
smokers shall do my bidding....(totally random.)

♥Ace