Title: Randomness 3

001. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
grace.gay lover(keke.)

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
rarely..until its outta battery(:

003. What happened at 10.00am today?
i was showering.. -,-

004. When did you last cry?
a few days ago..

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
low-fat milk ((:

006. What do you want in your life right now?
study hard,get into a good JC,have a diploma,go NUS,be a professional consellor and part-time painter(:

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
depends really..id rather dance in the rain(:

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
my darling rag-doll rabbit(:

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
uhh..brown floral-printed mini shorts?

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
one that says i love you. (from 'girl' friends)

011. Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?
never been in one.(im being absolutely honest XD)

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
not now..

013. What was the last movie you caught?
KUNG FU PANDA :DDD

014. What are you proud of?
my adorable friends.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
'omg!!i saw sophie at parkway eating lunch with a guy.haha'...
(sorry sophie darlinx!)

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
How could an angel break my heart ^^"

017. Do you have any nicknames?
tsuzuki.ace.ling.manga-face...andd more.

018. What does your last received text message say?
"Eee.. sim buan hend :-O good luck.haha.call me when you're home ya'..

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
almost 12am i think...

020. Are you currently happy?
more worried than happy.but im reasonably cheery.WWW tml!

021. Who gives you best advice?
myself.(chuckles)..my clique & daddy (:

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yuck.fattening...

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Gabby (:

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
DUH.homework & more homework.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
this is a straight forward question.
MICHAEL SUNG.

026. Do you wear toe socks?
wassat?

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
some private number..so i dunno.maybe nabila?grace lum?

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yea..lotsa times.

029. What annoys you most in a person?
persistence (in the negative manner)

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
now?NO-ONE.(shouts for joy)

031. Have you ever done cocaine?
never ever ever.

032. What is the colour of your room?
white..

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
provided no-one finds out and i wont feel guilty abt it.:D

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk is cheap"?
depends depends.

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
my brother;perhaps.

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
gabby (: ♥♥

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
im gonna answer this honestly again.
i havent lost my first kiss.(except to my parents,of course.)

038. Do you have a life?
like DUH.

039. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
lots of times.me and my imagination.

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
what profile song?

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
a stranger..

042. Last time you smiled?
like a second ago...

043. Have you changed this year?
yeah.more matured & daring & lazy.

044. What are you listening to right now?
Ai no Uta

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
nope.

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open...closed when i put myself in a blind person's shoes.

047. Is there a quote you live by?
It'll work out somehow..(bad quote..better change it.)

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
who?

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
who doesnt?

050. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
going out everyday like theres no tommorrow. (believe it or not;i think its bad.i know my responsibilities!)

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
ghost stories..with maid & mummy.

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no.i guess not.

053. What song describe your love life?
huhuh.how could an angel break my heart.seriously.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
dont like anyone now..but yea,he does.unfortunately.

055. Who always make you laughs?
lemme repeat.MICHAEL SUNG.

056. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese..bits of indo-malay,and a few words of japanese(:

057. Are you blonde?
im a dark brunette :D

058.What your middle name?
compassionate.

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
fun at wild wild wet with family.

060. What do you think you are like?
too soft.and my mind wanders...

061. Who will you choose to die with?
my rag-doll rabbit.(i dont wanna pull anyone down with me.)

062.Where have you been today?
bedok resevoir and fair price.

063. What game do you play often?
percussion.

064. Who are you missing right now?
not particularly anyone..

065. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
ive never been in that delima before..so i dont know.see who i love and trust more first (:

066. What are you doing right now?
trying to drag time so that i couldnt do my hw.

067. Which primary school are you from?
katong convent primary school (:

068. Name 3 colours that you like:
RED,orange and ...brown perhaps..(all the warm colours lolx♥)

069 What emotion you like to show?
concern.i think.

070. What is life to you?
wide,like the sea.many dangers lurking..but once you're onboard,its calm and peaceful.

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
bottle in inside,draw,sing or call up my besties (:

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
andrea..i think.

073. Who do you admire the most?
god..?

074. Which month are you born in?
september.

075. How are you feeling right now?
bored and sleepy. that's why im actually doing this.

076. What is the time now?
9.45 pm

077. Where are you now?
somewhere upstairs..

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?
dont wanna dye..

079. Why are you doing this test?
feel like it.

080. What do you do when you're moody?
like i said,draw or sing.

081. At which age you wish to get marry?
twenties..25?26?27?

082. Who is more important to you? Stead or Friends?
depends.for now,its FRIENDSSSSSS

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
confidence for??

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
gabby & andrea.

085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
sometimes if theres sunshine.but i LOVE the rain.

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
for all of my dreams to come true!

087. What is your goal for this year?
do well for o levels.

088. Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah.but only some lucky ones get it..

089. What feeling do you love most?
peaceful and happy.

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
dont eat meat!switch off the air-conditioner!the fans!the lights!the heater!!!!!!dont use plastic bags!

091. What feeling you hate the most?
jealousy.

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
almost all.

093. Do you believe in God?
Yes,i do.

094. Who cares for you the most?
i dont know.gabby?andrea?my parents?god?

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
keke.world peace.

096. What will you bring for a fight?
i dont fight.i give silent treatment.

096. What would you do if tmrw was the last day of your life?
extreme sports.make a difference.hug all my love ones.pray.then panic.

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
admitting that ive been in love with jerks.

098. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
swirl of emotions.

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
depends on stead.curse,dump him.cry.then plot for revenge.and hope that he's love life will never,never,be smooth.he'll regret it for life.

100. Who do you miss now ?
gabby.gabby.gabby.gabby.gabby.
and Tj.(negatively.)
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Side note.

On 4th of May,i finally woke up to my senses.
Tj hugged Jen real tight like theres no tml.
he ran his hand throu he hair,
held her hand and smiled at her.
its obvious that he preferred her company than mine.
when we said goodbye,he didnt even look at me.
On that very day,my heart shattered.
i was on the very urge of crying.
beacause of him,i actually hated my fav' sis TO THE CORE.
Tj MUST be doing this on purpose.i gave up.
seriously.mentally,i pushed him away.
whenever i looked at him or jen,
the flashback of her cuddled in his arms tore me apart.
im unsatisfied.
i blamed jen.i hated both of them.i actually thought of cursing then.
fine.u both perish.leave me alone.

it doesnt hurt as much as before.
but im crushed.broken.shattered.
i feel nothin but hurt and pain where all the memories
keep haunting me and cutting me.
it isnt as bad as the last time...
i was bleeding inside.
but now,i feel empty.

pure hatred.im disgusted by my sis.
her relation to me in the past seems like a fake.
she MUST be plotting this since forever.
to see me in this weak and pathetic state must have pleased her.
she hit my weakest point.she triumphed over me.
she got whatever i wanted.and now i hate her.
i never do trust her like before.
i wished she never existed.

forgive my selfish thoughts,
my love for them lost for good.
they dont mean anything to me anymore.


♥Ace.