It's supposedly an extremely good day for grace song today.
but the day took another turn & it just went worse and worser.
im going to post some unused & bombastic words to ease my fury;
so get ready.

Woke up late & went to TP today for my gerontological talk (:
well;it seems that about..30+ people who sucessfully came throu' JAE were here.
and there were only a pathetic number of 3 guys in the lecture room.
*laughs* well;i didnt care.

wow.my mood is devilish right now;so pardon the sarcastic remarks.
truthfully;i'm bringing them down.
no matter what course i'm going into;im going to score a GPA of over 3.5
i dont care.im going to push myself.

the talk lasted till 12pm;
it's just an intro to my 'future' teachers;
and holiday 'project/homework' number 1#.
take photos of elderly on the move xD
sounds easy enough..

had lunch with adeline & clover and their friend before meeting my darlings.
i walked from city hall all the way to marina square :D
saw them at Yoshinoya;
and plonked down to join them.

as usual;it's GIRLS TALK.
everything under the sun;
and then we cam-whored in the toliet xD
well,majority of the photos are with gabby;
so hurry upload them!
michelle..your cameraaaaaaaaaaaa..oh nooooo......

then at 4.30pm;
we went into the theatre..we were 10 mins early
and were the only ones there;
so it's 'cam-whoring' again.HAHA!
(you both look so funny trying to be the vampires)
its movie time at 4.45pm xD
we watched 'race to witch mountain'..
and ate BBQ chips.
i rate the movie 3.4/5..cause the ending couldve been better.

well;the GOOD thing about TODAY;
is that ive recieved a call from mrs Elizabeth;
lady from HSS department.
the GOOD NEWS?
there's still a chance for me in T48;
PSYCHOLOGY.
'we're not 100% sure that it'll be approved.'
'try not to get your hopes up because it still need to be approved and considered.'
'you're on the waiting list..'
'it'll take another 2-3 more weeks before it's confirmed..'

there's still a chance right?
im not living in denial right?
tp is still processing my wishes right?
god is not giving up on me right?
im still clinging on the little hope of me getting into psychology.
please,please please please pleaseeeeeee dont let me down lord;
i await for the news patiently.
i plead and pray hard again;please,do not abandon me,God.
im born to listen to the cries of the earth;
please,let me be a counselling psychologist.

BAD NEWS:
everyone found out that C likes me.
what am i suppose to doooooooooooooooo????????
i know it'll never work out..
but but but but but but but.....
but how do i break the news to him without hurting him?
NO BUTS!
i'm going to make the harsh decision in one week.
i shall not think about how everyone will change their views about me after the whole incident dies down.
ughh.im dreading it.but i cannot run away from the problem but face it whole-heartedly.

i am not a coward.not like youu.
i will not,and shall not be belligerent.

i'll never trust you ever,ever ever again.
you're such an ignominious person.
havent you have any shame?
you let the cat out of the box;
you've nullified the trust i had in you.

If i had the chance;
i'll gladly massacres you and your obnoxious self.
call yourself a christian?pffffftttttt.
you have no right.
you're just an ostentatious person who fell over heels in love and never used your head.
i'm solely disappointed in you.

and you know what?
'Loose tongue,lose friends.'

Euphuism?Hardly.
im beginning to enjoy the joy of being rhetoric.
catch that;LOSER.

xox,♥Ace

P.s:i have a poker face;it's impossible to percieve the true me.