Annoyance.
Friday, June 19, 2009, Friday, June 19, 2009
Went to school @ 9.30am for CDS selection today with Avina..
and there wasnt any 'Free Hand Drwaing' or art-related stuff except for
'Understanding Art' which is offered under HSS.

tired to 'do' my 2000-wrod essay but Failed miserably.
was enjoying talking to Avina & Lin Jia abt everything.

was rather annoyed when someone thinks Nana was better suited to take psychology as a diploma.
sure;she talks sense & might know a lil' more.
sure;she's better at talking & sharing her views.
sure;her views might seem too logical & makes most sense.

there's a reason behind everything.
She's wayy beyond matured for her age.
She's forced to grow up under some inevitable circumstances.
she has gone through what many have never been through.
she has endured the hardships & have finally gained back her pace with life.
she knows by experience.
hence the intellectual and ways of thinking.
you either (A)keep up with her or just (B)cant be bothered.

i chose the option A.

IF she wasnt encouraged to talk;she would be bottling everything up.
you think that's healthy?
im not going into any detailed explanation.
but well;please do be reminded that smb has to 'sacrifice',shut up and listen.

then again;id rather keep my thoughts to myself
and let people do the explaining.
id rather not speak with exuberation.
its too tiring when smb doesnt understand & you have to repeat your topic.
and even more frustrating when others dont consider your point-of-view & argue to see who is right or wrong.
can't you percieve that there's no right or wrong answer?
unless you're colour-blind;there's shades of Grey between Black and White.
it all comes down to one phrase: "It all depends."

quicker at thinking but slower in processing & explaining.
better at understanding but poorer in convincing & influencing.
its easier if you become the back-stage crew & support the main people in action.

Observe with your eyes;
Listen with your ears;
Follow your heart &
think twice of what you wanna say.
cause 'loose toungue,lose friends'.
you can never take back what you've said to your audience.

im not particularly angry;
just wish to say that,
im deeper than you think i am.
its rather immature to get so worked out because of a mere comment.
but please;dont say anything irrelavent when you dont know me.
wait;Knowing ≠ Understanding.(Lin Jia, 2009 :D)
so there.
ive said it all.

i almost killed Kieth's laptop in the lab.EHEH.
(everything i touch dies!)

and i only ended up with 500 words today :/
id better buck upp on sundayy.
im working in Astons tml whole dayy!
not to mention abt CSA..
i still dont know how to 'link up' worksheets..

SIGH!

my parents took us out for dinner today :D
and again;i ate till i cant walk.
not to mention breathe.
walked all the way to parkway to visit night markets
and bought usless items that costs $1.

and thenn played by the poolside for a mere 15 minutes.
stroked a cat;
patted a dog,
and went home(:

xox;♥ace

P.S: if only someone could walk me home again.