when i looked back;
i realised how childish i had been.
why didnt i think of it this way before?
thank you darling.

Avina came to visit & i finally got my sanity back xD
so im right all along.

no,im not going out with anyone.
nor do i intend to do date anytime.

this is the way i do things.
i may not caome from a mixed school;
and may not have the 'experience'.

but one thing for sure;
this is how i treat my good friends;
no matter female or male.

you've never seen me around my clique of GIRLFRIENDS.
so you do not have the right to judge.
but if you've seen me with gabby,grace,michelle or even avina together,
you;d just think im lesbian.

we're the extreme's extreme.
bet you've never seen two girls holding hands before.
or maybe seen to three girls do a 'group hug'.
or even seen four girls laying on each other's lap for a snooze.
or heard of five girls enjoying each other's company in pure silence.
we've seen/known each other through 'inside-out' (literally).

that's what we do.
do you understand me better?
probably not.
then you have no right to determine who i am to be with;
or who i should be nicer to.
im jus being me.

so stop pairing us up.
you're not at all a very experienced match-maker.
that's what you think;and not what you really are.
and this is not your professionalism.
you do not have the qualifications to determine the outcome.

my future is mine to control;
and not for you to interfere.
so please,please,please;
please do not test my limits.

i know what i want in my future partner,
and nothing against my will will change my decision.

i do not believe in coincidence.
things are meant to happen for a reason.
fate or destiny may be inevitable.

but our paths are ours to choose.
and i do not choose him;
i'm still waiting for the right one to come along.

xox;♥ace

P.S:anyone willing to rent lend me a pair of (big) geeky glasses? :D
pretty please!