holidays to me are always so self-enriching.
and ive jus completed reading my 8th! book(:
and compared to the rest,it's a rather well-written one.
"Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho.

reading always makse me ask 'why'.
it makes me discover more about myself & the world.
i can see in the author's perspective & understand their 'theories'.
i learn many new things.
then it strikes me that the more you read;
the lesser i actually know about reality.

and then i realise that it isn't possible for me to read ALL of the books published in this world.
it'll take me a few lifetimes or eternally to do so-

reading just give me peace.
as said again;i get myself lost in another fantasy.

i shall plagiarize from the "Eleven Minutes":

"There are 3 of me,really, depending on who i'm with.

There's the Innocent Girl, who gazes admiringly at the man, pretending to be impressed by his tales of power & glory.

Then there's the Femme Fatale, who pounces on the most insecure and, by doing so, takes control of the situation and relieves them of responsibility, becaue then they dont have to worry about anything.

And then there's the Understadning Mother, who looks after those in need of advice and who listens with an all-comprehending air to stories that go in one ear and out the other.

Which of the three would you like to meet?"

Me?
i dont think any of you have met me.
nobody have met me.
because if you do,
i'd be vulnerable.

if anyone show their real selves;
they'd be vulnerable too.

Your soul, you fears, you fragility, you inability to deal with a world which you pretend to master(but which you know nothing);will be exposed.

but love and faith,
will help you throu' all.

and by the way,if you've noticed,
i'm a more 'Understanding Mother' & 'Innocent Girl'.
but; whom am i really?
it might not even be any of the above three..
even i don't know.

the title doesn't suit the post;
but hell.
i just feel like it :D

time to go out♥

xox;♥ace
P.S: my next book by Paulo Coelho, "Veronica decides to Die". (:
Stats exams are due in 2 days.
and im freakin' worried that i wont pass.
doing one paper in three days..i hope that helps!

the holidays are coming~
the holidays are coming~
the holidays are coming~

ahaha!
i look forward to it;
i need to work!!!!

as always,im going to make myself busy this holiday yet again.
a few things to note:

Sept 01: HSSSC meeting
Sept 04: DISC @ IR
Sept 05: Qing's(my sister) bday
Sept 07: Christine's (my other sister) bday
Sept 08: FIRST Choir practice! :D:D:D
Sept 20: Nadzimah,Denise,Patrick,Andy's & MY bday!
Sept 26: Tricia's bday
Sept 29: rachel's bday

of course,id be working part-time in between these days;
i have a life you know.
and a few many things to do:
1.Read (at least) 10 books
2.Sleep (at least) 9 hours a day
3.Earn $200 part-timing
4.Buy that 3 comic books :/
5.49kg xP
6.Visit my grandmother
7.Visit IJC (indoor judo club)
8.Clear/clean my cluttered table & cupboard :/
9.Hang out with M.G.3 & other friends
10.Starbucks for breakfast with KCians (those who went to JC)
11.Catch 2 movies

and the list goes on..if i have anymore i can think of xD
oh, 12.blog more often. :p

the weather is turning better and better xD
i simply love the rain.
the more the better..its makes me sleepy & happy(:
dont know why,but yeah!

tomorrow,i'll be in school around 11am to do statistics again.
anyone is invited to join me xD
yes you,especially YOU,Nur Huda A. Aleem :D

and if i start part-timing,
i cant fast with you :/
cause skipping dinner is bad enough..
i cant skip lunch when im working!

hotmail is killing me:/
i cant seem to open any mails..
sigh-
i look forward buying my own laptop xD

xox;♥ace
hi people;
apparently, lms died on me twice cause my house laptop HANGED =,=
now i cant access to the quizzes.

Youth Olympic 1-year Countdown:

we were 'party-ing' round' in front of the Court.


the fireworks burnt a hole in the spore flag xD


the clock is revealed! yay!

and that very friday;i screamed till my lungs got hoarsh.
two african guys in front of me gave me a 'thumbs-up' for my scream.
people will become very very deaf soon xD


not forgetting the walk for rice;
i walked only 27 rounds :/
27x2= 54
54x100= 5400metres (5.4km).

so i only contributed 54 bowls..
couldve walked more eh!


i missed M.G.3;hence i drew it on saturday xD


not forgetting the (old) drawing of ryuu!♥♥


i'll scan all the rest nxt time :P

lazyy ah..hence i took photos of them using my lousy camera.

yesterday's coscon was FUN!
Diane & her friends were cosplaying;
while xNic & Keith & i jus hung around.
but too bad i didnt have a proper camera that can take good shots.


had spagetti in some fancy restaurant near under the flyer;
& i spotted HANA! when i was walking with xNIC to the MRT..
i was staring at her face just 4 metre away;
Hana;too much foundation!
tsk tsk.or else i couldve recognised u immediately(:)

going to school tml..
peer tutoring for Stats..
althou' i dont wanna go cause of the inhumane timing (10am),
from the looks of my current situation in Statistics,
looks like i needed it :/

well then;toodles!

xox;♥ace
P.S: i miss Gabriela Gan & for no apparent reason, so do you, Nur Huda A. Aleem :D
i wanted to write a nice nice post today;
but blogger isnt working out like its supposed to be.
so i CANT PUT IN ANY PICTURES!!!!! )':

i wanna put up some photos from the Youth Olympiad Countdown
and a picture that i drew for M.G.3!!!!! )':
[i missed my wife(gabriela gan),my mistress(michelle lim) & my giggalo twin(grace lum kerxing)]
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid blogger TT,TT

well;some updates;
psychology term test is overrrrrrrrrrrr!
i can breathe a HUGE sigh of relief!!

but....theres Jouurnal log and acadamic writin AND statistics to dooooooo..
aiyahhhhhhhhhh.
its never ending! :/

by the way;
"Nor hath love's mind of any judement taste,
wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste;
and therefore is love said to be a child,
because in choice he is of oft beguiled."

it not really anybody' fault that we act this way.
its jus in us;we cannot its difficult to change our behaviour & how we feel.

thou' at times;i DO have to admit that love makes us
become such a b*tch,
or a vile, fraudulent creature.
it seems fugly,
but;
"Cupid is a knavish lad,
thus to make poor females humans mad."

going to suntec tomorrow(:
id better start work early tomorrow MORNING!

Note: phrases taken from 'A Midsummer Night's Dream';
William Shakespeare.

xox;♥ace
P.S: word of the day;
Duplicitous: marked by deliberate deceptiveness especially by pretending one set of feelings and acting under the influence of another
happy be-lated birthday Singapore! :D:D
i celebrated my country's bday by helping out in BUS school's event;
and here's proof that i love not only red,but my homeland :



anywayx;;
apart from
singapore's birthday;
there are also a few others whom i wish to wish:
On 6th August:
happy be-lated birthday Nicholas :D
and on 7th august:
happy be-lated birthday Avina Tan :D

well;im really,reallyyyyyyyyyyyy sorry that i cant celebrate your day with you;
i promise id make it up! xD

Updates for my acadamic :/

1. Revision of PSY term test
2. Poster to be printed out
3. Practise Stats (for mock test)
4. PSY quiz x3 (totally forgot abt it *sobs*)
5. CSA quiz x2 (i think!)

i went to borders with Andrea, Avina, Joey, Payal, Rachel, Ariel & Sheng Chuan today :D
i bought a book about Surgery!
not that im intrested in this subject;
but i tells me stuff abt cosmetic surgery, liposuction, botex & what not;
more related to changing your body/appearance type of book.
and it costs only $18 ($16.20 with Andrea's border's card (:)

had subway for lunch :D
and Babu Yokesh came from woodlands just to visit me!
KCians went seperated ways;
Avina, Babu & i went to suntec (:

and thats all for today.
im gonna dieeeeeee for term test;and im still procrastinating.
this is baddddddddd.
lets jus hope im knocked out of my senses & really 'chioing' starting frm tomorrow.

or else.
im really deadddddd.

xox;♥ace