holidays to me are always so self-enriching.
and ive jus completed reading my 8th! book(:
and compared to the rest,it's a rather well-written one.
"Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho.

reading always makse me ask 'why'.
it makes me discover more about myself & the world.
i can see in the author's perspective & understand their 'theories'.
i learn many new things.
then it strikes me that the more you read;
the lesser i actually know about reality.

and then i realise that it isn't possible for me to read ALL of the books published in this world.
it'll take me a few lifetimes or eternally to do so-

reading just give me peace.
as said again;i get myself lost in another fantasy.

i shall plagiarize from the "Eleven Minutes":

"There are 3 of me,really, depending on who i'm with.

There's the Innocent Girl, who gazes admiringly at the man, pretending to be impressed by his tales of power & glory.

Then there's the Femme Fatale, who pounces on the most insecure and, by doing so, takes control of the situation and relieves them of responsibility, becaue then they dont have to worry about anything.

And then there's the Understadning Mother, who looks after those in need of advice and who listens with an all-comprehending air to stories that go in one ear and out the other.

Which of the three would you like to meet?"

Me?
i dont think any of you have met me.
nobody have met me.
because if you do,
i'd be vulnerable.

if anyone show their real selves;
they'd be vulnerable too.

Your soul, you fears, you fragility, you inability to deal with a world which you pretend to master(but which you know nothing);will be exposed.

but love and faith,
will help you throu' all.

and by the way,if you've noticed,
i'm a more 'Understanding Mother' & 'Innocent Girl'.
but; whom am i really?
it might not even be any of the above three..
even i don't know.

the title doesn't suit the post;
but hell.
i just feel like it :D

time to go out♥

xox;♥ace
P.S: my next book by Paulo Coelho, "Veronica decides to Die". (: