dont exactly know why i still feel so calm when im laggin' behind.
i should be fretting & pulling my hair at this rate im going.
but well;im still fooling around,
trying so hard to balance on a 2-wheel skateboard for the past 1-2hour.

term test in 2days-
my revision?*shrugs*
why again am i not panicking?
well.cause im a werido.(i think.)

all the time i see others strugglin' with school work & other activities.
& i thought to myself: why in the first place pull yourself down or distract yourselves with so much commitment?
since you chose that path..you should be happy with your decision?

& here i am;
finally like them;struggling with school work & those other activities-
apart from being deprived from many good nights sleep,
i feel oh-so-fine.

and this coming exams isnt exactly making me feel stressed :/
its not like i want to fail by not studying.
i want to maintain my GPA of 3.0 and above;
but hey,life is awesome.

i know how much work i put in & am always satisfied with what i got.
i admit ive never aimed for the top,
i study cause i just dont wanna be at the bottom xD
middle,average,plain & simple B is enough for me.

but waitttt.
maybe i cant study cause you're also on my mind everytime.
instead of anxiety & anxiousness;
its always bliss & happiness that fills my heart when i think about you rather than those chunky, impossible-to-understand- words from the textbook & notes.

overwhelmed overtaken by the positive emotions;
you can say its a bad thing, or a good thing.
its distracting me from my work.
but hey,its another life experience,& im enjoying every minute of it.

see here mum;
im enjoying every minute second of it.
im still a rebellious kid, teenageer, young adult, whatever-
like Mr Thomas said,im still at the age of doing stupid things, risky things, dangerous things, things that might cause harm;
even thou' WE know it's wrong, heck, we're still doing it.

its fun to torment your parent sometimes.
oh.ethics.
its fun to torment your parents to a certain extent sometimes.
*laughs*

not exactly looking forward for monday's test.
but im still waiting for monday to come(:
so i can see you then.


sunny girl-still smiling :D

xox;♥ace