day 1
Wednesday, December 16, 2009, Wednesday, December 16, 2009
it was quite torturous as first;
i had to sing from 9am-5pm today.

of course,with breaks in between.
i had fun singing with the rest of the 7schools(:

compared to my past sport CCAs..
well;Choir made me feel much more included-
i had a voice;to inspire, to sing for others.

& together in harmony,
we bring life to music :D

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i have just met the most sensitive,paranoid & impatient girl in my whole lifetime.
guess who.

her mind works so much more differently from others;
i realise.

she was torn between the decision to sms or call the whole time.
should i?or not?should i or should i not?

she's afraid she says.
if she did,she felt that she's such a cling-y girl.
who wants to know what he's doing at times.
not spot-check.definately not.
just to see what he's doing she says.
no,no.i should give him some space she says again.

then again.if she didnt,
she's afraid that he thinks she's not missing him.
oh dear,oh dear she says.
if i don't,he'd probably think im angry she says.
that's impossible;he knows well enough that i'd never be angry over something so trival she says.

that girl just sat there stoning-
i was watching at one side,amused.

what happened?
well,
the girl decided not to sms instead.
she decided to trust him that he'll sms back.

i shall show him that im not a leech she says.
i will show him that im strong & can resist temptation she says.
i can survive this period of time,without his presence she says.
but the girl still checks her phone at least once in every half an hour.

rather frustrated with the un-responsive phone,
the girl decided not to look at it till she went home after dinner.
and it was only 5 o'clock.

the girl sparked my interest;
from a spark to fireworks.

i laughed at the poor girl.
have some trust & faith in your guy thought i.
it's such a funny scene to see someone experiencing love for the first time.
she's ever so jumpy & tensed up;
but she's acting so cool & composed.

and then i smiled at the girl.
that's one life experience you should go throu' in your life time.
love makes the girl all crazy-
but she's so cute in a way thought i.
getting hyped up over this guy.

& i put myself into her shoes.


make me trust you.

xox;♥ace
P.S:Moral of the story..don't hate that girl.it's just her.forgive her unglam side :p she just doesnt know what to do.