*disclaimer: don't mind my fucking language*

screw you.

i was fucking wrong about all this.

i know can never be in the center of your world.
i was a hundred years dumb to cling to that idea.

i didn't know it'll be so hard.
as the time pass, the ugly side of us springs.

i know that accepting this part of me took alot.
accepting me for who i am takes a whole shit love, patience.

but it may be falting.
i know, every once a month;
i'll be this bitch who'll screw your life.
i demand too much and give too little.
i'm this living nightmare that throw tantrums-
i get pissed with those i love.

i'll hate the world for being better than me.
i'm suppose to be better than everyone else.
i'm the fucking one in charge and you better obey-
i know shit that i should just go to hell.

for today, just for today,
i don't give a fuck for being the good, non-judgmental girl.
i don't want to forgive and fucking forget.
i hate you for -indirectly- saying that to me.

i'm going to bear a fucking grudge.
heck if i live in guilt for the rest of my life.
i hate telling people in the face for what shit they did.

i also hate keeping it to myself when im fucking pissed.
so here's my blog space to say what i fucking want.

i'm tired, i'm stressed out. and this is how i express my fucking emotions.
GETTING ANGRY AT PEOPLE.
so judge me.

i expect the whole world to do my homework.
there, i said it.

yes, i expected you to do my dirty shit for me.
yes, i use people with every opportunity i've got.

i put up a nice front so that people trust me.
fuck, it works everytime.

i've always been extremely careful about 'keeping my face ass'.
but yes, for today, screw it.

i may regret it if people see this.
but fuck, whatever.
thank you for reading,fuck you for judging me.

ace.