dear blogger,

i just found out that he removed his facebook account.
either that, or he completely blocked me.

i don't know how i should be feeling right now.
sad?
i don't get to check how he is anymore.

it feels like he's completely cut me off.

that's a good thing right?
it means he's finally moving on.
away from me

i should be happy for him right?

it feels weird.
i've always wanted him to move on and be happy-
so that i too, can, move on without seeing him still down in the dumps.
i still do care about him you know

but then to do so,
my presence needs to disappear.

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.
.

ouch. that's a little painful.

i don't think i'm sad because of my eventual insignificance to him.
i'm sad cause..
well, just half a year ago;

he's everything to me.
he's like my second half; my comfort, my joy, my forever and my best friend.
he's my universe & without a doubt, my significant other.

& now,
it seems like we're nothing-
not even friends.

do you see the massive contrast?

so; dear blogger:
how should i feel?
what should i do?

should i confront him about it? or let it pass?
should i stop caring?

is his life completely none of my business anymore & i'm just being a nuisance for butt-ing in too much?

or am i the one who finds it hard to move on?

xox;♥ace