i secretly wish somebody would think about me, put in actual effort and secretly make me a cake to show that they care, that they'll always be here for me & that my presence mean heaps in their lives.

how can one feel so insignificant at times?

i know i have people around me that'll care.
but if you want friends- you'll have to work hard for it.

if you want to maintain friendship,
you need to be there.
once you slack off, you may drift apart.

sometimes, just sometimes,
i wonder if it's all worth it.

if i were to stop caring-
if i were to stop trying so hard...
will they notice; and ask me what's wrong?

i'm so tried.

everyone is so caught up with their lives.
do anyone actually stop & turn back?

if i didn't ask for it,
would anyone know?

all i wish for is some love, care, attention & some appreciation for the things i do.

is that too much to ask for?

xox, forever & always here; grace.