darling boy
Friday, April 12, 2013, Friday, April 12, 2013

i thought i'll be angry-
but i just can't bring myself to.

why can't you see you're worthy?
you are given life & we know that death is lurking.

so it's normal, we are given the liberty to be worthy for happiness.
be desperate; cling to joy.

no matter how rotten you are,
you are not to be totally blamed.
you can't help it.

like a seedling, how we grow depends on our surroundings.
no matter if you're a bad seed or a magnificent seed,
we need good soil, water, air & sunlight.
family, friends, our environment, education; a thirst for life.

all the factors will affect who we become.
but all of us must have a desire to live.
how we toil to push out of the soil to see life,
and we grow taller, stronger, to reach the sky.

& always stay rooted,
so that when trouble comes, 
when the wind blows,
we sway but stand strong.

Live life.
Look around; look what captivates you.
Step back, reflect; take time to really know yourself.
Believe, be hopeful, trust & have faith.

& naturally, your calling will come.

trust me, i've been there.
it's hard. so very hard- 
it took so so many years of pain & grief,
so many teardrops when noone's around.

you feel like being wasted away;
you feel numb; nothingness.
like, 'what's the point?'
& you see everyone moving, further ahead of you.

 & you're so scared of being left behind.
you feel lost; unsure of tomorrow,
you feel that everything will be taken away from you someday.

 but trust me. it will be taken away.
so what's the point of being unhappy?
live like you're dying, never stop trying; that's all we can do now- use what's been given to you.


my darling boy;
please be strong.  
i still love you for who you are