thank you so much for loving me.

even though it's too late.
why didn't you show me all this earlier?

i wouldn't have done what i did.
but it's too late.

i regretted what i have done;
& you deserved so much better.

so much more than the harsh truth.
at least, let me do that much;
let me protect you from the truth; that i'll keep & die with.

i want to leave you with the good memories;
that the girl you've been with is pure, truthful, selfless, magnificent, beautiful.

unlike now.
she's no more.
truly, curiosity killed the cat.

once it's done, you can never turn back.
now i know what it means.

something you have to live & carry with for the rest of your life.
& until she's accepted that she died & be who she is now,
she'll never find another.

at least, she can promise you that.
she will not love another until she learns to love herself.