i miss being protected,
i miss being seen as a girl,
i miss kissing someone i love,
i miss being told i'm beautiful,
i miss being special to someone,
i miss being hugged from behind,
i miss snuggling in someone's arms,
i miss someone wiping my tears away,
i miss looking forward doing things together;
i miss being ordered around for being childish,
i miss being happy whenever i see the face i love,

i miss being in love.
there's no one else but myself to blame.

i'm not desperate.
but i'm driving myself mad.