now
Saturday, May 18, 2013, Saturday, May 18, 2013
i've had enough playing games.
that's why i got swept off my feet the last time.

now i know why.
he was direct & wasn't afraid to show how he felt.

he just went for it.
even though the way he does things is wrong;

but he stayed true to his feelings & didn't hide.
that's why i got pulled towards that direction.

alas, and thankfully, it didn't work out.

i've had enough of playing games.
if you have something to say to me,
say it.

don't wait till tomorrow, next week, next month or end of year.
else it'll be too late.

i don't want to drag this anymore.
i don't want to keep your hopes up.

because all this is slow and torturous.
being torn between two persons
clinging dearly on the past and trying to reach for the future at the same time eats me up.

i need to live in the present.
please.

approach me, tell me directly.
even though you may know the answer;

let me answer.
hear my reasons, release me, let me be.

or are you also afraid to know the harsh truth?