yes, you know what?
i still think about you everyday.

you know what?
i'm also warned not message you anymore.

not until you're free from me.

you know what?
it's like breaking off a habit that stayed with you for so damn long.

if i do message,
people say that you may assume that you still have a chance.

do you know?
why does it take so long for me to move on?

i thought i did.
but i guess i haven't.

staying here heals.
but what if i go back?

everything will come rushing back.
all the pain.

maybe that's why i don't want to return.
let me stay here a little longer.

maybe i'll be brave at the end of the year.