i wonder if rough girls are a turn off.
constantly challenging in foosball, pool, ping pong, air hockey.

playing violently, hitting with all my strength, constantly wacking guys for not 'giving chances'.
except, i still lose all the time.

shouldn't guys give girls a chance to win?
be more lenient? be 'gentlemenly'-let her win?

but if she does win, she probably won't be too happy either-
she won not because she has the skill.

it's cause HE let her win on purpose.
if HE doesn't give chances- she probably wouldn't even have the opportunity.

regardless, she wouldn't exactly be happy.
how contradicting.

she should be glad they played evenly with her right?
seeing me like their equal- i should happy instead huh.. ...

ughh. i'm so hard to please.
but hey, at least i'm being myself right?

i'm rough & tough.
but there is a gentle side to me too.

if you look deeper.