i'm having a crush on typical Caucasians just because i've watched too many dating shows.
how cute are they?! they seem like any normal guys. not sure if they like Asians like me though. can't seem to strike a normal conversation with them though- i'm afraid my English Singlish accent is too much for them. Having to make myself talk slower and repeating my sentences makes me self-conscious. like omg, am i making sense? Do they even understand what i'm talking about?! Am i making a fool of myself?!

scrape that. i'll just stick to being the anti-social Asian girl for now..