i'm not so sure.

but thanks.
having a 'oriental' face with a sharp jaw line doesn't sound too bad.

i wonder what you see me as.

i want to give up on my foolishness.
but i can't help but hope.

what are we now?

don't leave me hanging and confused.
cause i want to close that chapter and start a new one.

no worrying, no jealousy, no anxiety.

and waiting for something to happen,
when there's obviously nothing yet for so long.

it sucks.

yearning and hoping for something i have lost-
it's all so alien to me.