i know you're reading this.
i know the dire consequences.

we both will just be ignorant and be oblivious.
i know you'll go your own way, because you've seen to much.

you don't want to be tangled in this mess.
why be with somebody who is crazy emotional 24/7?

WTF.
because i know you are reading.

i want you to ask me if i'm okay,
i want you to come and see if i'm okay.

i want you to treat me special.
i want you to hug me and say everything is okay.

and that your feelings are true, even though i don't know what is next.
because i'm not always correct.

it takes two hands to clap.
one can only do this much.

i'm typing shit that i normally can handle to grab your attention.

a normal person will not do this.
but i'm not normal you see.