the cheek of you to ask.

it's not like you're taking in my hints anyways.
oh, are they not obvious enough?

what is deterring you exactly?

you know; time is running out.
if you never try, you'll never learn, you'll never know.

you'll regret not trying.

unless of course,
i'm too much to handle,

or that i'm obviously a wrong choice.

i'd say, in 20 days,
that's your last shot.

if you don't try,
everything will stay the same.

& i'll just wrongly assume that you're a coward
& you have no guts.

or,
that i'm making a fool out of myself the whole time;

that i failed to make an educated judgement,
and so i was wrong,

very very wrong.

that said, in 20 days,
my eyes will not follow yours,

& i will give myself alternative options.