ignore the previous post.
that's what happened when you see a girl in a fit.

please ignore my violent tendencies;
i'm not usually like that......i think.

i'm totally okay now.
like TOTALLY okay. serious.

i would like to avoid the endless cycle of bitch fits in case the bunnies sees the post. a pretty birdie told me you felt inferior. why should you when you're taking something someone i used to love successfully huh? well it has been about 9 months. pretty birdie reminded me that people change. the person i used to love is now different; gone. so i need to remind myself that whatever invisible strings i had been clinging on has vanished. that i need to fully let go of the past i treasured so dearly. whatever i had been holding on is merely a shadow of the past- and now he's a stranger, all moved on and already dating you. funny how i was the one who ended all this, but am the one still lingering around. you can't measure pain. you can't measure love too- since it's subjective. was his pain greater that he had to turn to another so quickly to heal? or was i the one foolishly unable to bear seeing the nurtured love die? the one who silently held on and decided to only move on when he finds someone new, someone who can bring him happiness that i promised to give, someone to take care of the things broken? someone he could hold on to and love with all his heart and soul, and promise that he'll love till death do them apart.

i had my wish. to see him happy again.
so well,

i give you my blessings,
i wish you all the best.