babe, don't you feel fed up with how he treats you?

you deserve so much than this. not a guy who treats you like dirt, who only comes to you when he has needs. not a guy who tell lies and exaggerate about what's going on to make him look like the good and nice guy. not a guy who make excuses and give lousy reasons to why he's acting in such a way.

if it's about pride, let it go. be the better one and leave him be. take the initiative to end this foolishness. you jolly well know it's never going to work. but your pride says i can. i will make things work. i am not a quitter, i will not give up. i have to prove to myself (and others) that i can solve this mess. no. sometimes, you have to learn how to quit, how to give up let go.

no matter how much you want him. how much you want to hug him, kiss him, make him yours; hold his hand and stand by his side. support him and care for him. spend lazy days together enjoying the silence, cuddling and hugging, feeling safe and protected, feeling secure. if his heart, mind and soul disagrees. it just doesn't work. you can't have him. no matter how much you beg and please. he won't.

why put yourself in such a pitiful state? you are willing to do all for him. but he doesn't give you the chance, doesn't see it, doesn't care. why go so low? you are willing to bare your heart and soul but he doesn't appreciate you. he doesn't call, he doesn't text, he disappears. then he comes up to you suddenly smiling and pretend nothing happens when you're in turmoil the whole fucking time.

we women have to be strong. fuck you guys for making us vulnerable. fuck you for making us look like fools. fuck you for not being honest or trust-worthy. fuck you for lying and playing with our feelings. fuck you for not being to appreciate when we give, and give, and give. fuck you for not caring. fuck you for not even trying.

so please. give him up.
there will be a better man who'll respect us and treat us well.