i wonder why can't everyone be a little more honest about their feelings.
if only you were more truthful about how you feel.

i wouldn't keep wondering.
were you doing all these because you were kind?

you don't want me to cry.
you want me to let go slowly, at my own pace.
you let me because you felt guilty?

or were you plain selfish?
that 'i'll only let go when she let go first'.
that since she's making all the moves,
i can just sit back and enjoy while it lasts?

either way,
this is worse then a clean heartbreak.

do you want me or not?
i'd rather outright be slapped across the cheek and know how your really feel.
if you find it uncomfortable and disgusting, just push me away.

don't pity me. i don't need it.
plus, you don't owe me anything.

just be a bastard and push me away.
that's what real nice guys do.

being truthful about their feelings.
being honest about what they think.

and doing the right things even though it hurts like a bitch.

because one thing i've learnt from guys is that,
if i can't rely on them, i can only rely on myself to do what is right.

because

this kiss is something i can't resist
your lips are undeniable
this kiss is something i can't risk
your heart is unreliable
something so sentimental
you make so detrimental
and i wish it didn't feel like this
cause i don't wanna miss this kiss
i don't wanna miss this kiss

i'll be honest then.
it sucks when it's only been one-sided.

plus, a girl making all the moves.
what has the world gotten into?

i make me sick.
i will undoubtedly miss you.

but tomorrow will be the last.
i promise.