part of me wants to meet you.
part of me don't.

scared of your reactions.
will you despise me?
hold your girl closer?
look down on me?
pretend i was never there?

will she be smug?
cling to your arm tighter,
smirk at me standing alone-
winning both boy and friend;
taking all i used to have.

pitiful unwanted little girl.
she must know all my dirty little secrets.

what else do i get to keep?

all the leftover feelings.