i always know that although;
i'm not as pretty,
not as submissive,
not as smart;

but i could be more willing,
more open-minded,
more thoughtful,
more selfless,
more cunning but
much more mature.

i know guys forget easily & move on quick.
but girls?
they're a jealous bunch.

i don't blame you.
rather, i pity you.
for listening to her every whimp,
following her everywhere like a puppy dog.
paying for every single meal,
and loving her ever so blindly you never noticed the chances of forever is so low.

i laugh because she's much sought after.
out of four you came out champion.
not because you're better than the rest.

but you're just more convenient.
easier to use,
easier to let go leave.

i didn't know.
god i'm so oblivious to the whole situation.
i scoff at my own denseness.

i did speculate, but it wasn't at all my problem.
i felt you didn't deserve her then.

but you got her.
i rolled my eyes and changed my opinion.
oh lord is she dumb or dumb?

but judging from what i perceive,
nah. she's just using you.
*rolls eyes*

she is a mere child and you a grown childish man.
a perfect mismatch for each other i felt like purging.
i wanted to laugh so bad cos' it's ridiculously disgusting but hilarious.

settle down with her?
nah. she won't. i'm sure of it.
you haven't learnt at all haven't you?

i think you're in too fast.
and i can tell you're in a rush.
i hope you get your heart and wallet get broken torn and tattered so bad.

yea you're willing to risk it.
foolishly.

but i hope you had fun in your bubble.
and i hope you don't regret.
because one day when it finally pops;

you can bet i'll be the first one laughing.