it stings. even though it's over.
no matter how much you crave those memories.
they're only memories & have to be left alone.

else, you won't be able to move on.
it stings. that disgust when they still try to creep in only in the shadows.
when they don't say what they want but their behavior tells otherwise.

all you want to do is to get away from them.
but social group memberships need to be protected.
they're the only nuclear family we can depend on for food, affection, security and other resources.

how else can you survive alone?
the only thing that could be done is to grit your teeth and be the better person.
ignorant is bliss.

in this era where women fight for the better man,
they have no rush, for age does not affect their self-worth.
women loses in this race.

either submit to masculinity or risk being alone.
no. i will not join their rat race just to please and be belittled.
what's the point when you won but you lost yourself?

someday, i know, there'll be somebody who'll be sick of it.
but it's still a lose-lose situation.
they've got all the time in the world and have had been swamped by many.

so what's the point of reserving yourself for the better man?
so i've been thinking.
why not compete and teach them both a lesson?

nah. you'd only waste resources.
if i'm going to play,
i'm still going to lose anyway.

so why even try?
i'm did not give up.
i'm merely waiting for a person actually worth fighting for.